I’m going through a mix of emotions 24/7 and I really feel like I’m going to need some kind of help soon or I am going to lose it.
To make a long story short, about 4 months ago my boyfriend cheated on me with his coworker. I was so sure I was going to call it quits until he begged me for forgiveness and promised he’d try his hardest to make it up to me. I decided to give him a chance, but have been on the fence about our relationship since then. I still feel like I can never let it go and I can never be happy again. The recollection of the incident still plays like a looping record in the back of my mind and whenever I’m alone with my thoughts I burst into tears thinking of what a mistake I’d made. My relationship with my boyfriend was the one thing I had going for me, the one thing I was proud of and now it’s gone and I have nothing.
If I stay with him, I might be making the worst decision of my life. If I leave him, I might realize I’d made the worst decision of my life.
Perfect scenario amiright? Jesus.